I stand silent, misdirected, fought hard, but was rejected, falling leaves, and tattered seems, dark aisles, they go for miles, i saw fire, flattened tires, counldnt keep, this old jeep, broken glass that shattered fast, bright flashes are growing so deep.

dirty roads swallowed whole, shaking speech and nothings discreet. finally, this could be, the way, the way it should be

you stand screaming, misdirected, fought hard, but not collected, failing dreams, and ugly scenes, your smile reflects denial. your eyes fire, so inspired, but couldnt keep this old jeep, broken glass, it shattered fast and the bright flashes still growing so deep.

FOR ALL TO SEE

i'll spill these guts for you, each time i have my pen, I'll write these songs for you, i'll never hold them in again, i'll say all i have- that i could never say, if you were here with me, so very out of place

and i will live this life, (out full) for everyone to see, i'll write the things i meant, and everyone will see, how i truly am, so very out of place, so very conscious of, all of my mistakes.

far for me to go, ive held onto old, memories of you, your face comes shining thru, in pictures in my head, of you, its been said, you cant forget the first time.

never forget the times we shared cuz fate is unforgiving and there may never be another

ANGIE

Angie im sorry but this guilt is killing me. i cant seem to eat and i wake up crying. im so scared i screwed up and destroyed what we had cuz the day after your eyes seemed so sad

angie will you take the time to think back with me, to the days when we first met, yah you were only 15. you were dating joel and i was taken as well, still there was something there, something we each felt.

im sorry for the pain i caused sorry for just what was lost. sorry that i left you there, im sorry but i still care

when the summer time would end, it was so sad to see you go. 8 months of being alone, school work and snow. but my days would brighten as the snow melt away. cuz i knew i had a month to go, a month called may

feel free to call me, whenever you feel the need-to hear the voice of the, boy who you mean everything to

this time you dropped me hard, you wont save me from myself. forget the late nights-cuz this is over.                                                                                  this time you dropped me hard, leave me to myself, forget this season, the summers over.

THE YEARS HAVE PASSED

i got in my car today, i wanted to drive away, back to a place when we were young. i took the "S" curves, i drove by your lane, but this subdivisions like a graveyard

(i remember) video game saturdays, goin to the park stayin out past dark. playin horse ridin to the courts, 2 per bike

i drove by your house today, even tho you've moved away. i wanted to see the hill where we overlooked this town. i wanted to see the spot, by the tree where we hid, from my mom and had that kiss.

(i remember) school auction nights, getting into fights and t-p-ing all our friends, running from cops, dark parking lots, and nights that wouldnt end

RAD RACER

am i on your mind, you know your on mine, im happy right now, but am i just blind. i called you again. i think were best friends. im scared to show you, scared that it will end. i sat very still. your smile is a thrill, id let you come in and avoid winters chill. or we can sit in your car, dont hafta drive far, only hear the sound, sound of our hearts

dont tell me its game over. weve only got one life in this game there are no continues no time to stop. were driving fast, afraid to crash, were doing fine, doing fine.

do i hafta go home, ill feel so alone, can i stay here with you and have my true feelings shown? would you feel outta place if my hand grazed your face, if my lips pressed to yours, would you then turn away? or would you hold me like you, had always yearned to. would we say those 3 words that all the others like to, but would it be different cuz we really meant it, and it really was true, tell me could this happen?